I have wanted my whole life so far to be loved back the same way I love but and always disappointed. I often do the same sin over and over (nothing horrible, but all sin is bad). Recently, I've been losing my faith in Allah. Piece by piece, my faith fell apart until I didn’t believe in God anymore. What puts me off is the fact that nothing changes for me, like people say how prayer brings you peace, but somehow it doesn't work for me. I’m 16, but I’m afraid i can’t rely on faith too. I gety heart crushed over and over and now am on a relationship where I feel easily disposed and very devalude. Emmalie C., 15, Colorado, USA. I love God, please do not get me wrong, I just really feel upset that I'm questioning, honestly. I'm female, 17 years old.. I’ve never felt grief like I felt when I realized I had lost my faith. If I try to make a pulse without reviving my dead heart, I might be able to create what looks like a pulse. I am losing faith in love and losing faith in everything around me. When I visit my parents in New Orleans, where I am unlikely to run into someone from my adult life -- to be caught playing at faith -- I sometimes let it happen. People say I am phycic . Sometimes we sing an uplifting song afterward so that we can feel the Spirit. And afterwards, in the face of all reason, I sometimes feel relief. Sometimes even in New York, when I'm at my wit's end, I find myself sending up a plea for help. Hi Hannah, thank you for posting something like this cause I feel like this too. In the same way, if I try to do works without reviving my dead faith, I might be able to create what looks like works. When I feel like I’m losing my faith, I talk to my mom and dad, and we figure things out together. But I’ve realized faith is a very difficult thing to keep, there’s a quote that says faith is like a flower of light in a field of darkness. Ask Your Parents. The good news is that if you have genuine faith, you can't lose it. I do believe in God, and have accepted Jesus,, but I feel like I'm "losing touch" with God. But most of all I was lost because I felt I had lost my ability to discern truth while listening to the things he said. Sometimes I feel like the only reason I'm a Christian is because I fear hell - which I don't want to feel like. I don't want to lose faith, I feel like without my faith, I am nothing. Emmalie C., age 15, Colorado, USA. But it won’t be a real pulse, because it won’t come from a living heart. And this grief was soon accompanied by fear. I no longer want to feel like I'm incapable, or inherently flawed, or unable to do things without God. It feels more empowering, great, and wonderful to believe in myself, and know I … I went into a downward spiral of depression for years… I felt his death was my fault because of my lack of faith. That rocked my faith and my faith in my ability to know if I was being led wrong. 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